ARTIST PANEL CANCELLED (OOC)

The staff of Sydneigh 2014 didn’t even think to message their guests and panelists to tell them that the WHOLE event had been cancelled (literally less than two weeks before it was meant to be held). The worst part is..I had to find out through a friends comment on an unrelated FB post. Naturally, I am gutted.
Being a part of an artist panel for the first time with some of my closest friends was a big opportunity/deal for me. I had everything planned out.
I was so excited…..

Can you really handle me Theia? …

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Doesn’ everybody?

((OOC: I just needed an excuse to draw Zacharie))

+1 character - $5
Simple background - $5

So I have finally hit rock bottom… I honestly can’t manage a job until I get my CFS under control. Until then, I NEED some way to start saving up. So please, if you would like to consider commissioning me, it would really help me out. If you don’t have any money you can spare, I understand u v u I know how scarce money is nowadays. 

(You can contact me via: 
Email: rrenhayaine007@hotmail.com
DeviantART: http://pedoren.deviantart.com/ (Notes)
or my ask box)

'M serious….. led m- *hic* love you ~<3!!

((OOC: It was this blogs 2 month anniversary 2 days ago and WOW…I am still lost for words. I never could have imagined this blog would actually get peoples attention and the fact that people are staying despite my current lack of activity (which I hope to fix soon), speaks volumes to me. 

I know I say this a lot, but thank you so very VERY VERY MUCH for the love and support you have shown not only to Oz, but to me as well. 

As most of you know, I’ve been really struggling and finding it hard to keep myself afloat… However, you give me the courage and willpower to move on and work hard at making myself a better person. I truly am grateful to each and every one of you. 

I promise to update a lot more often from this week onwards.
-Love Renny u v u))

((OOC: It took almost a whole year of non-stop symptoms, tests and unease to figure out what I have and in the end, it&#8217;s something that&#8217;s going to take a long time to recover from.
I have severe CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) and while some people might know what this is, you will never really understand how serious it is until you feel it for yourself. 
I now know why every test I took came back negative despite my rapid decline in health&#8230; 
I&#8217;ve been bedridden for the last four days and it&#8217;s honestly the loneliest I&#8217;ve ever felt&#8230;.
I physically can&#8217;t move for very long without feeling exhausted, I run out of breath so easily, I can&#8217;t get myself up out of bed and have to ask for help from my brothers.
Today I was home alone and couldn&#8217;t eat because I couldn&#8217;t make it downstairs. I tried exercising but in the end I was sick. 
Maybe if I had been diagnosed quicker, I wouldn&#8217;t have got to this point. But at the moment, I have to accept it because it&#8217;s not going anywhere anytime soon.
&#8230;&#8230;.I don&#8217;t like canceling on things all the time.
I don&#8217;t WANT nor LIKE staying in bed and sleeping 24/7. 
I want to go out and have a life. HELL, I would be happy to just get from one end of my house to the other. 

More than anything, I want the stamina to draw more often like I used to&#8230;.. I want to draw so badly. 

I am sorry to burden you wonderful people with my problems&#8230; But I honestly didn&#8217;t know where to turn.))

((OOC: It took almost a whole year of non-stop symptoms, tests and unease to figure out what I have and in the end, it’s something that’s going to take a long time to recover from.
I have severe CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) and while some people might know what this is, you will never really understand how serious it is until you feel it for yourself.
I now know why every test I took came back negative despite my rapid decline in health…
I’ve been bedridden for the last four days and it’s honestly the loneliest I’ve ever felt….
I physically can’t move for very long without feeling exhausted, I run out of breath so easily, I can’t get myself up out of bed and have to ask for help from my brothers.
Today I was home alone and couldn’t eat because I couldn’t make it downstairs. I tried exercising but in the end I was sick.
Maybe if I had been diagnosed quicker, I wouldn’t have got to this point. But at the moment, I have to accept it because it’s not going anywhere anytime soon.
…….I don’t like canceling on things all the time.
I don’t WANT nor LIKE staying in bed and sleeping 24/7.
I want to go out and have a life. HELL, I would be happy to just get from one end of my house to the other.

More than anything, I want the stamina to draw more often like I used to….. I want to draw so badly.

I am sorry to burden you wonderful people with my problems… But I honestly didn’t know where to turn.))

Oz on Tumblr

((I couldn’t help myself, I just had to))

Parody of this

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ask-2pcanada

I-I DON’ KNOW WHY YOU’D *hic* A-ASK! 
Who told you

I bet ya think y’ fuckin’ funny, little shit!

We’re th’ same height~ <3 *hic* 'is dick is bigger though

((OOC: GUESS WHO’S BACK BB!))